Such An Amazing Feeling!

My friend finished my book last night, well this morning. She loved it. It was written perfectly.
The pace was just right, short chapters, and she’s agreat hopeless romance. She loved the characters. She finished it and said “Can I ask a question?” I said “of course.”
She wanted to know if there was going to be a sequel. I told her yes and she got really excited.
That feeling I got from her enjoying my book like that, was so amazing. I can’t compare it to anything. It’s such a wonderful feeing.
So I hope to finish editing soon then going to print and try and get it published.
So excited.

More And More Kitten Stuff!

So today I got a package in from my friend.
There was cat toys and treats for all the cats here.
There was also three bracelets that she made a while back. She wanted to give them to me as friendship bracelets. I normally don’t wear jewelry of any kind but I figured why not and wear one. It fits comfortably. I love them. Even if they didn’t fit, I would still find a place for them.

But all the cats love the toys. They all especially love the rats, of course.
It was nice to watch all of them play and just be kittens. They all really enjoy our company. Which makes me happy because when I think back on how they were when we first got them, they have grown so much.
They can walk, run, climb, eat hard food, and use the litter box. Soon they all will be gone. Well except one that we’re holding for the same friend that sent the package.

Last night Michael and I had a long over-due conversation. I got all I needed to say and I even started doctoring a wound I’ve had keep away for so long. I feel better but the wound definitely isn’t healed. It’s still going to take some time. But I will get there one day.

Kittens And Dress

Well today I woke up today and checked on the kittens.
I brought them soft food with a little water. All of them ran to it and started eating.
After a few minutes one of them left the soft food and went to the hard food. So it really isn’t going to be much longer.

Another good thing is today I’m going to talk with my Matron Of Honor and see which dress she likes best. I’ve narrowed it down to three. They’re all so pretty. I can’t wait to try them on.
The wedding is so close yet so far away. There’s so much to do. I’m excited though.


One of the kittens that we saved, we named Alpha.
Well Alpha is growing super fast. Alpha is eating hard food. We’ve caught him doing it twice.
While the other kittens haven’t even attempted to eat soft food.
Alpha will still drink milk from Ana but none the less. He’s growing crazy fast.
He walks better then the other kittens too.
I think it’s crazy! Will be finding them homes soon though. Probably two weeks or so.
Have you had a kitten that grew faster then most?

Forbidden, It’s Been A While!

I haven’t wrote a blog on my book in a very long time.
So I thought today, why not?

So a friend of mine is reading what I have written of Forbidden. She’s a few chapter in and she said that she hooked. She was hooked from the very beginning.

It makes me so happy to know she loves it. She’s just another person that has read it and loved it.
So I will continue to edit it more. I have neglected it for some time. I let life get in the way. I can’t let it get in the way anymore. So that one day I’ll be able to publish it.
If anyone has any ideas or a process they went through please let me know. It would help me so much and mean a lot to me.

If you missed my blog post I posted on June 9 then I will tell you about my book.

Forbidden is from two points of views. One point of view is from Aala Maddox, a human feeder for Nero. The second point of view is from Nero Moretti, a vampire.

Forbidden takes place in Great Falls, Montana in 2030. The vampires have risen and now control the entire world. Every human is a feeder for at least one vampire. The world is not as perfect as the vampires had hoped.

Their lives seem normal until the vampire that created Nero, Ozario Ricci, comes back into his life. All their lives begin to spiral out of control as they try to deal with the complications that Ozario has brought with him.

Tell me if you what you think! 🙂

CW Tv Shows

So one of my favorite tv show networks is CW.
So I went and looked up what shows will be coming on this fall.



8:00-9:00pm Arrow (Encore, “The Scientist” with Barry Allen)
9:00-10:00pm Arrow (Encore, “Three Ghosts” with Barry Allen)

8:00-9:00pm THE Vampire Diaries (Season Premiere)
9:00-10:00pm REIGN (Season Premiere)

8:00-9:00pm THE ORIGINALS (Season Premiere)
9:00-10:00pm Supernatural (Retrospective Special)

8:00-9:00pm THE FLASH (Series Premiere)
9:00-10:00pm SUPERNATURAL (Season Premiere)

8:00-9:00pm Arrow (Season Premiere)
9:00-10:00pm THE FLASH (Premiere Encore)

8:00-9:00pm THE ORIGINALS
9:00-10:00pm JANE THE VIRGIN (Series Premiere)

8:00-9:00pm ARROW
9:00-10:00pm THE FLASH (Episode Two Encore)

8:00-9:00pm JANE THE VIRGIN (Premiere Encore)
9:00-10:00pm AMERICA’S Next Top Model CYCLE 21*

8:00-9:00pm ARROW
9:00-10:00pm THE 100 (Season Premiere)

*AMERICA’S Next Top Model CYCLE 21 premieres Friday August 22 (9:00-10:00pm ET) and WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY? episodes will continue from summer, sliding to Fridays (8:00-8:30 and 8:30-9:00pm ET) on October 3.

All Times ET


I Will Always Be Grateful!

Today is another day where I am grateful for a certain friend.

I woke up today when Michael was leaving for work. After he left I laid in bed and just let my mind wonder while nature music played in the background. I felt so peaceful. All the stress and worries vanished. All my emotions stopped running wild. Everything was calm. Then I got “disturbed” by one of my cats. With them I can’t truly be disturbed. They calm me just by being around.
But my cat cuddled with me. We cuddled like we use to when we first got him. That alone helped me feel more calm. I felt so calm that it was blissful. We laid like that for an hour or so.
Once I was up I started cleaning and talking to a friend. It was just a simple conversation. Then it took a turn. I vented about something that happened in my life a couple months before Michael and I got together. It has left scars behind while the situation and guy has moved on.
It wasn’t hard to talk about, surprisingly. Once I started typing it I almost busted info tears. I stopped myself because I wouldn’t let the wounds win. I told her everything and when I was done, there was a weight lifted off my shoulders. I hadn’t told anyone the story the way I had with her. Well Michael knows but it wasn’t with such detail and emotions. She was willing to listen and not judge me. It was so nice. That is just another reason I am so grateful I have her in my life.
She sent me a card the other day. She sent it for the hell of it. She said she sent it because she wanted to show her appreciation of me. I’m there for her like she’s there for me.
We even have a cat together, so to speak. One of the kittens we saved is fully black. She LOVES full black cats. So Michael and I agreed to take care of her until she came down for my wedding. She named her cat, Hades. She and I treating Hades like we’re in a divorce and Hades is our child. She’s send “child support” and I’m taking care of her and telling her everything that happens. I insisted she not send money but technically she’s her cat so I can’t really stop her. I send her pictures and videos at least every other day.
We have such a great connection. It doesn’t matter if she’s 19 hours away. That connection and care for each other is there. We are both constantly thanking each other for every little thing. I call it our “thank you circle”.
I can’t wait to see you at my wedding. My bridal party wouldn’t be the same without you.
We’ve shared some of our darkest secrets! I don’t know what I would do without any of my friends or Michael! They help me forget all the bad and give me good memories and laughs.

Donating And Kittens!

Well today wasn’t a good day to donate blood.
I have been wanting to for a while but just hadn’t had the time. When I did, didn’t have a ride.
Oh well. I was able to do it today.
But the heat is not helping. I still feel the side effects of it and then the heat is only making it ten times worse.
But other then that, today has been a descent day.
The kittens are walking around and even trying to be escape artists. They are also learning to not be afraid of us. When we first had them, they would hiss at us. But would let us pick them up. They’re really starting to like me. Spending time with them each day will help. They will soon be use to us and learn to love us and be kittens! 

I Want To Hear From You!

Okay so nothing special has happened today! So thought today would be a good day to reach out to my followers!
Tell me about your day!
Was it good or bad?
Did anything interesting happen? Or was it just “one of those” days?
Whichever it is, I want to hear it! I know you are reading this, so what are you waiting for? Comment, tell me how your day was. If you don’t want to post about your day then ask me a question or suggest a blog post. I want to hear FROM YOU!! Whatever you want to say, doesn’t matter how silly or random it is! I want to hear from you!! 🙂

Stay positive. Stay strong. More Importantly Stay Happy.

This past week has been long and full of drama.
Life happens and I’m going with the flow. So I try not to think about all the crazy drama. Somehow my mind continues to wander in that direction. If that is where my mind wants to go then I won’t force to stop.
Thinking about it all, makes me think about how each and every single person felt through it.
I felt some people have changed, while others have stayed exactly the same. Each person has their own feel to them and one person in particular felt completely different. Yet her actions was the same. It’s crazy to think that I could tell but it’s true. I never wanted her to change but maybe it’ll be for the best in the long run. If she wants to change, then who am I to stop her. It’s her life and if her doing what she wants will make her happy then I won’t fight or protest. It’s going to be different and take some time getting use to the change but it’s her decision. I love her enough.
All this drama makes me realize who I can go to for help. Males me realize who will talk to me no matter how much I ramble. Makes me realize who was there for me when I needed it.
But though I wanted to vent, I wouldn’t let that stand in my way of being a good friend and be there for them. I owe and love them enough not to do that.
I don’t think I could ever think about just myself. I’ve always put others before me. As an Empath I do it naturally that I don’t think about it for a second.
I love being there for others, no matter what I’m going through. I can’t expect them to be there for me, if I’m not there for them.
All the drama will help me grow into the person I want to be.

So to everyone who is going through a lot, just hold on tight. It’s going to be a bumpy ride but once it’s all said and done, you will realize how much you have overcome. It will make you a stronger and better person. Believe you will overcome it and stay position. I promise you will get positive results. A positive mind will keep you happy and make things easier. Always, always look on the bright side of things.
Example you get into a wreck and your car gets totaled. At least you are alive.
Or you have a fight with significant other and realize you don’t love them anymore. At least you didn’t waste your time and heart. Youto both can move on and find someone who will love you back.
I know every situation is different but there is always a good side to everything. Even if it’s small. Focus on the happy parts.

Stay positive. Stay strong. More importantly stay happy.