How Much Longer Until They Notice?

So exactly a month ago on this day, i started doing something on Facebook.
The sad thing is no one has noticed, well one person did but that was after a few days it started. But at least she noticed.
I haven’t gotten a message, wall post, poke, or comment on last thing i posted. NOTHING!
One of them even unfriended me, just randomly.
So are they just too busy to notice or just don’t care?
I want to know but then again the answer wouldn’t change a thing.
I’m keeping count but I’ve moved on.
I’m surrounding myself with people that care and actually want me around. They don’t judge me and they support me. They even support my fiance. That type of people are the people I need in my life. I even found out I already had some, just couldn’t see passed the hate and negative.
Now my eyes are open and I see that I’m cared and loved. I know who they are and will love them just that much more.
I’m keeping myself happy and loved. I’m not going to waste my time anymore.
If they want to be apart of my life, that’s fine but I WILL not be treated the same. If I do then away I will go again.
If I hadn’t moved on, I would be completely heartbroken right now. I thought they cared and loved me. Anyone that does would have noticed long time ago. If they had noticed but didn’t say anything, what if I was dead or was taken or something was wrong? What then?
But like I said earlier, the answers won’t change a thing.
I will continue to keep track of how long it takes until they notice but I’m definitely not going to put my life on hold to wait for them.
I may be leaving a lot behind but I can’t keep letting this happen to me anymore. I can’t!

Late Night Conversations!

Last night my fiance and I were going to bed. But something woke us up. After a few minutes we started going to sleep once more. Then he just randomly started smiling. I asked him why he was smiling and this is how the conversation went
ME: “Why are you smiling?”
MICHAEL: “Because of your beautiful.”
ME: “What does me being beautiful have to do with anything?”
MICHAEL: “Your beauty makes me smile.”
ME: “Why?”
MICHAEL: “Because you have to hide it sometimes”
ME: “When do i have to hide it?”
MICHAEL: “i don’t know.”
ME: “What are you talking about?”
MICHAEL: “I don’t know.”

Then he fell asleep. When he’s half asleep and half awake he talks gibberish. He never knows what he means when he wakes up or barely recall it.
I love conversations like these. They’re funny.

Have you ever had a conversation like this? If so I want to hear it!! Leave your conversations in the comments below.


So I just wanted to say to NEVER EVER use
I was suppose to get my shirt on the 24th. I’ve gotten TWO delay notices. Both the delays was for the same exact reason.

We are writing to inform you that your order will not be delivered by the original delivery estimate. During the production process, our quality control department detected that the garments in your order did not meet our quality standards. We will act quickly to reprint the flawed portion of your order; in the meantime, please expect your order delivery date to be pushed back by 1 to 3 business days.

We deeply apologize for the delay. If you have any strict delivery requirements, please contact us immediately by responding to this email or by calling us at 866-660-8667.

Thank you,
The ooShirts Team”

That was the email I got for the delay notice! Every single word was the exact same on both emails.
But the first problem was on the day I was suppose to get it, I went to their website and was chatting with them. He checked my order and I was told that they hadn’t even approved my artwork! They weren’t even close to shipping it.
So there was three total problems, all happened within three days!?

Everything that they said sounded rehearsed, like they really didn’t care about my problems.
I’m getting my money back! I was very disappointed with them. I do not recommend it! Please spread the word about it! I don’t want anyone going through what I’m going through. Don’t waste your time or money.

Happiness Is Within You! :)

So I don’t know about some of you but lately I’ve been seeing a lot of people who are sad, depressed, frustrated, or feeling terrible about themselves. All around negative feeling people lately! Maybe it’s just because I was one of those people a few weeks ago and I didn’t notice them then.
Either way I notice them now.
So it got me thinking that there needs to be more happy in the world. I can’t make the whole world happy at once but as long as I get to make at least one person happy by reading this then that’s all that matters!

If you have been feeling depressed, sad, lonely, angry, or anything negative please keep reading. Even if you are happy right now but you know that life knocks you down from time to time, then save this post for later.

If you just had friend, boyfriend/girlfriend, or family member walk out of your life recently keep this saying in mind, “If someone walks out of your life, let them. Don’t fight to keep them. If they walk out of YOUR life then that is THEIR lose, not yours. If they can’t appreciate what they’re loosing then don’t waste another minute or tear on them. IT IS THEIR LOSE!” That is a saying I was taught when I was younger. I learned the hard way. I don’t want you to learn it that way.

If someone you love has passed away read and believe this quote “If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them.” Just because you can’t see them anymore doesn’t mean they aren’t still alive in your heart or memories. Cherish the memories you have of them. Cling tight to them and never let them slip away. Their love is still wrapped around your heart. They will be watching you from heaven. They want to see you happy. So hold onto their love and live your life.

If someone you love is treating you badly then they obviously don’t love you enough to not treat you badly. So don’t waste your time or love. Don’t surround yourself with that hatefulness. You deserve better. “Know your worth. Know the difference between what you’re getting and what you deserve.” Keep that quote in mind. It’s going to be hard but hold your head up high and walk forward. Don’t look back. There is nothing but misery and pain behind you. Walk towards love and happiness.

I know there are a lot of different situations out there. Everyone goes through their own problems so I’m going to list some quotes below. Find a quote you like and say it to yourself. Close your eyes and believe. If you don’t believe it then it won’t help you.

“The wrong person isn’t breaking their back to make you happy. So stop breaking your back for them.”
“Let people do what they need to make them happy. Mind your own business and do what you need to do to make you happy.”
“Waiting for someone else to make you happy is the best way to be sad.”
“Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.”
“Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.”
“Life isn’t about finding yourself. It’s about creating yourself.”
” if you love life, life will love you back.”
“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive and go do it. Because what the world needs is more people who have come alive.”
“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”
“There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.”
“You are not in this world to live up to other people’s expectations, nor should you feel the world must live up to yours.”
“Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one’s definition of your life; define yourself.”

Okay so I think that is enough quotes for now! I hope you enjoyed these! Share with your friends! Together we can make a happier world.

Comment below and tell me which quote you like or made you happy.

I Was Intrigued!

So I joined this group on Facebook called Empath Support Group.
I was so surprised how welcome I felt!
They aren’t judgmental and have open minds.

The group’s admin, well one of them, posted in the group earlier. Her post caught my eye. I was scrolling through and saw the word Guardian Angel. Since I’m pretty sure that my Aunt Debbie is mine, I was curious about what it was about. So I stopped scrolling to continue reading.
The thing that caught my eye next was “Angel Communication”
I was intrigued now. So I clicked on the link and the page that popped up was all about communicating with guardian angel.

I didn’t want to get my hopes up so I asked my fiance if the webpage was legit. He has a way of knowing if it is just by looking at it. He said it looked legit. So I continued reading.

I don’t care if it takes three months. I haven’t been able to talk to her in years so what’s a few more months or any length. Even if takes five months, it’s still a privilege. Without doing this, I wouldn’t be able to talk to her ever again. So however long it takes, I’ll be patient.

I love my Aunt Debbie!

Aurora Answers: iPhone Idiot

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Dear Aurora: I went swimming last week and my iPhone was in my pocket and it is completely ruined. My parents refuse to buy me another one because they say that I should’ve known better but I think they are being absolutely unfair. How am I supposed to live without my phone and how can I convince my parents to do the right thing and buy me a new one?

Aurora: You are honestly the poster child for everything that is wrong with the youth of today. You can live without your iPhone because I am sure that is a plethora of other electronic devices available in your home. The entitlement that you are expressing is absolutely unreal. Your parent’s don’t spend all day working to get you a fancy phone and the fact that you had one in the first place is a privilege and not a right. Your…

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That’s My Luck!

Okay so on June 10 I ordered a tank top for my shelter. The website said that it would be on my doorstep by June 24. Needless to say it is not here today. So I get on the website and track my order. It still says what it always has. So I contact them and ask what the hold up was. They haven’t even shipped it. I was told there was some internal error. I told them if I didn’t have it by June 28 I wanted my order for free. They told me if it wasn’t here by Friday then I would get 100% refund.
I’m so frustrated. If it’s not here by Friday then the two and half week wait will be for nothing. In that time I could have gone to a different website and got my order by then.
The website is It looked like a good website. But this hang up is going to leave a bad feedback.
Have you had in problems with online orders? I want to hear your stories! Leave your story in the comment below!!

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I Want To Hear Your Thoughts!

Yesterday was a weird day. Even though it was weird, it was still a good day.

I saw someone I haven’t seen in months. It may not have been for long but it doesn’t matter. I’m just happy I saw her period.

So I was going to go to the shelter today but I don’t know, something just didn’t feel right about going. I’ve learned to trust my gut. So I’m not going today. Don’t get me wrong, I still want to go. I feel terrible for not going. I know that it’s always going to be there and I have a lot going on but I guess it’s just the kindness in me.

Any ways, I was thinking that I might start up a blog story. But I want interact with other people.
SO this is what I want to do, in the comments below tell me something you want in the story. It can be your name, a plot twist, the plot itself, or just something you’ve always wanted to see in a story. It can be ANYTHING! I want tot see what kind of story we can come up with together.

I’m so excited about this. I think it will turn out awesome!

So like I said just post in the comments below. I’ll post chapter by chapter. But first post a rough draft and see what you guys think should be edited.

Tell me your opinions!!! I’ll be waiting!!!!!


I Feel Terrible

So this past Monday I was suppose to go back up to the shelter and volunteer again. But I didn’t and still haven’t.
I found out I was an Empath and I’ve been obsessed trying to find out as much as possible. Also I’ve been worried about Man. His head wounds are healing but they keep opening back up so that has keep me on edge for roughly a week now.
I’ve just been so concerned with Man and research that I let this week slip by. I keep saying to myself “I’ll go tomorrow” but I just never do.
I feel terrible. I want to volunteer and it’s nice to get out of the house and socialize for once.
I have to go this coming up Monday. Start next week off right.

Do you think that I’m a bad person for not going to the shelter? Please tell me your opinion!!